hurt(again)

sunday morning, aku buka fb dan ada 1 mssge.aku udah bilang dalam hati:"pasti ka diki,ka diki nih pasti..".awalnya aku ga mau buka,gara2 udah gaer duluan.tapi akhirnya aku buka juga mssge nya. gila ,pedih banget :'(

him:
"just go away from my f*ckin life...
go with your friend and never disturb my life ever again...
can you see "I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE"
you'll never change if you keep hoping i'll be your knight in the shining armor or an angel that always guard you in your sleep...
enough with this bullshit...
can you see the reality of this cursed life...
we all force to do the same mistake again and again...
in the end , all of us gonna regret it when you're about at the verge of your life...
it's time to move on...
just forget me...
all those kindnes...
all those pityful memories...
and the last , just forget if i ever met you in your life..."







Me:
"i already know about it .
you can go anywhere you like,you can forget about me and find your new life.
but me? I still cant do that.i wanna but my heart doesnt. i'm still here .. still in this fuckin situation
stop ask me to forget you. stop ask me to moving on.stop ask me act like i never meet you in my life
whatever,i dont want you to understand this"






MANY PEOPLE SAID that time can change so many things .but why time never change my feelings for you ?
if now i tell you that i dont love you anymore ,like you told to me.it means , i was made a big lie.