lonely

Its 2 am and I still awake. I just want to share abt my feelings.
Now I just feel so lonely.I don't hv someone to talk when I'm in home.
when I feel they don't care abt me anymore,its so killing me and always make my tears fall.I can't be strong enough.they don't know when I'm sad,sick.scared,etc
Now they're too busy with their bussiness.i wnna go somewhere,whre I get more happiness to erase this sadness.
Wht sud I do when nobody give me a solution? Fckng I'm confused